Hey guys, I was in a YouTube mood tonite so I was browsing vids. I love vids of folks dancing. I saw alot of cute one tonite but these two stuck with me for some reason. Eventhough theyre only short, I think its kinda hot! Whatcha think??
THIS video made me fall in love with the song! The dancer in the blue tank is da bomb! Thats Kenny Wormold. He’s choreographed Justin Timberlake, J-Lo and the crew from You Got Served.
It was so much fun. I had multiple panic attacks but I still did it so thats whats important. I finally fulfilled my lifelong dream and took a piture with Mickey Mouse!! 
It was so amazing! Unfortunately Minnie had to be in the pic too but hell, at the point I was just happy to be there. That picture signifies me accomplishing not only a dream but battling one of my demons as well. 6 months ago I would have never been able to walk thru Disneyworld to even be able to GET a pic with Mickey. And trust me, it was a battle then but I won. 
So thats whats important right? My uploaded all the pics I took to my photo album so can see them by clicking the link in the sidebar for my Gallery or just click here.
In other news, therapy is going well, better yet the combination of therapy and meds (which I hate taking) are going well or atleast as well as to be expected. I guess I sometimes get frustrated because I feel like I should be better than what I am but I guess wounds take different people different amounts of time to heal. Everyday is still a struggle for me, especially the important dates (anniversaries, his birthday, etc) but Im trying. Thats all I can do. Luckily I do have a select few people (and you know who you are) that care about me and my well being and that are really trying to be there for me. I still dont think Ive gotten to the acceptance point yet. Right now I think Im at the “lonely” stage. Everything makes me sad. Seeing couples on tv, hearing others talk about marriage, seeing other people happy… because it makes me think “damn, that should be me! why isnt that me?!!” I guess some questions we will never have the answers to though. I am still at that “I will never have another serious relationship” stage though, THAT hasnt changed. Maybe it will in time. Who knows? 
Anyway, Im back at work now. Ive resumed full duties but Im still not back “up to par” yet but Im trying to get there. Its alot to take it but Im doing the best I can with it. My job has been pretty good about giving me leeway to go thru things at my own time so I guess I cant complain too much. Could be better. But could be worse too. Anyhoo…Im gonna bring this to a close. I will be blogging more often now that things have stabalized a bit. So until then….keep looking for me! 
P.S. And in case youre wondering why I look almost bald-headed in the pic, lol, It was like 100+ degrees in Florida, I still have all my hair (only because a friend asked me not to cut it) I just had it pulled back in a ponytail cuz walking around with hair down your back in HADES aint cool! lol
Hey folks. Long time no see huh? Havent been around much bc Im back at work and trying to resume life as normal (whatever normal may be). Not to mention Im preparing to go on my much needed and well deserved vacation! IM GOING TO DISNEYWORLDDDDDDDDDD!!! lol. I leave Wed and I’ll be back next Tues. A week with Mickey!! 
I SO cant wait. Im terrified but Im determined to do this as well. So. I’ll probably be blogging from there in the hotel room cuz I’ll be too terrified to go outside but lets hope not! Anyway, this isnt gonna be a long blog, just wanted to say, I alive and that I realized when I re-did this layout I didnt leave a link for my photo album and apparently I have some disgruntled fans who decided to let me know that so heres the link and I’ll see if I can make a way to post it in the sidebar. Until then…toodles!!